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[apiphile]

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well, there's the question:
is it better to separate ourselves entirely
and live free of each other
never interacting
or to remain in a state of
continual tension
until someone forgives
and healing can begin;
my heart says run
but it always says run
it was born wearing cleats
a passport in the aorta
no forwarding address
and two thousand aliases
what if you want to absolve me;
what if i do want you to
a grudge is the only way
i can pay for my ticket
to a place where i no longer have to be
the person i was.

keep hating.