apiphile: (fuck your ideals)
[personal profile] apiphile
lying flat

i am an aficionado of floors,
i have stared at them in many offices
affixing my eyes to the carpeted patterns
while my ears are shouted into
my head talked over
my arm twisted
my life decided by someone
who knows all the right words.

i'm familiar with floors, you might say,
i've spent time with them,
thrown there by the maelstrom within me;
unable to rise from the weight of my thoughts.

me and floors, we're like this, a pair of hard-up amigos
star-crossed lovers who just can't stay apart;
it was always the floor who embraced me.
i know floors so well: i've been pinned to so many
i could give you a catalogue
of the sounds my skull made
hitting concrete
linoleum
slate tile
bare wood boards
the kiss-marks of carpet on a child's spine
beneath a ridden-up t-shirt

call me an expert on the average floor,
and the weight of an adult body
on your back; the angle your arm can twist to
before the fight goes out of it
if not your mouth

i know the floors which have stored those screams
and which ones have let them out.
apiphile: (poetry)
[personal profile] apiphile
you can't always get what i want

All the umbrellas in London were laid end to end
And they flowed down Ludgate Hill in a hydrophobic stream
A perfect paradox like when you said to me
You'd take me anywhere I wanted to go:

I can't love a taxi service
This heart is public transit
This heart is a communist
It's for everyone all at once.

All the couriers in the Square Mile turned to a straight line
And spelled out the lyrics to your favourite song
As the pigeons began to sing along, and I sighed
And you said you'd carry me, and didn't mind the burden:

But I am certain love should be crowd-surfing
A hundred hands holding a little of my weight
You can't be a hundred people I said
But it came out too late.

All the statues in London pirouetted on their plinths
And the wandering dispossessed grew back their missing limbs
As you opened up your heart and told me to come inside

But I am no taxi-taker
And I didn't hail this ride.

And all the umbrellas in London won't keep a river from your feet
And I have love but the kind that's piecemeal, discreet
As all the couriers go streaming screaming up the Strand
The statues are composing an answer to your tweet:

This heart is public transit
It's a social little tube
My loves' workers need more unions
But with more than just you.
apiphile: (poetry)
[personal profile] apiphile
i have no time for romance

i held you in my hands
thinking of the difference
between who kisses
and who is kissed
and why it matters so much
who started this.

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